Monday, March 26, 2012

A Little Chirrup

Berty hasn't sang in awhile. This is for 2 main reasons.

1) I got a job working 40 hours a week. The work is physically active, in the sunshine, and with great people, so I'm pretty pleased, but often tired.
2) My mental health experience is a little rough right now . . . I have ideas for writing sometimes, but not the focus or desire.

I am getting close to the halfway mark (three months) in my time working with my Qigong healer. I appreciate very much what he is doing for me. I've scheduled an appointment with a chiropractor to look at the state of my neck and spine . . . we speculate there is trauma at least in my neck. I suspect my lower back as well, since what we speculate hurt my neck also could have hurt that part of my back. (That would be the two 20-foot falls I took rock climbing in high school. The harness caught me, and I never thought to look into the state of my spine and neck at the time. Oops. Now I speculate that as my structure hardened in young adulthood, injuries slowly slowly added to my issues.)

Keep me in your thoughts and prayers. My experience takes me to very dark places sometimes. Life is generally good, but I do have difficult times where I'll find myself crying, or in pain, or angry, or just befuddled and a little scared. Thanks, much appreciated. Here ends the chirrup.

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